April 11, 2008
And still they trickle in!
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February 8, 2008
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anon Says:
January 27, 2008 at 9:57 pm eim one of those pleading dont give up this blog. i come here every day now that iv’e figured out how to add it to my igoogle page as an RSS feed. its the only levity i get in my day.
Anonymous Says:
January 28, 2008 at 2:57 pm eOk, first off, please dont give up this blog, I know I’m not going totally round the twist when I read people’s stories. This site helps me and other people so much, please dont give it up.
Ok now that’s done, I’ve found out this morning that I’m having an affair!!!!!!!!! HA, Ya right NOT TRUE. Fair enough I like the man and he likes me and he said it outright to me that he wanted us to be together but I told him I couldnt do that cause he is married. He respected my decision. Ok right fine there was a drunken kiss ONE time but it never went further. This is just going to add fuel to the flames. I was told last night by my partner that I apparently dont wear underwear when I go out. This fucking prick knows for the past five fucking God damn years I ALWAYS wear underwear. He’s listening to his stupid sister and her fucking prick of a boyfriend who has cheated on her while she was pregnant with his child and now the other girl is pregnant with another of his spawn. I’m fucking sick to death of lies being told about me and that stupid bollox I live with believing everything. I cannot be with him any more, I dont know what to do. Bollox to it all. If it wasnt for my girls I’d have done away with myself last night.
This shit hurts.- A Says:
January 29, 2008 at 11:04 pm eI love him. But he doesn’t know. He has a girlfriend. Nat knows, he says carpe diem and I wish I could. But he works as an “outside teacher” in my school and I’m, so scared I’d be laughed at and he’d tell the lads for the craic. Then I’d never get any peace and I wouldn’t be able to look the poor fella in the eye…I wish I could. His girlfriend apparently takes drugs and yet he can’t split with her; I want to whack her head off a wall and make her see how much she’s hurting him.
I wish I could tell him. I wish I could be more than a friend but I don’t think he’ll ever see me as that.
- Anon Says:
January 30, 2008 at 12:24 am ewhy does he keep flaunting her in front of me?
If only she knew he cheated on her with me. He knows I could destoy their relationship if i told her…………but I wont.
what did I ever see in him, What the hell was i thinking. - anonn Says:
January 30, 2008 at 8:52 pm eI woke up this morning beside my girlfriend and I said to myself “WOW I’m so lucky”. I was happier than i’ve ever been when i woke up. life doesn’t get much better than this I said to myself. THEN
At lunch time i found out my friend is very sick all of a sudden. he may die… fuck this shit. fuck this.i can’t stop crying. life is a shitty existance. im going to be there for him. over the years when i was suffering from depression he was my rock. please dont die im crying even writting this. - M Says:
January 30, 2008 at 9:08 pm ei cheated on u. she wasn’t even good looking. i do love u but i know if u find out u would leave me. i dunno why i did it. i wasn’t even drunk. i will nvr feel the same about myself again. not much good now i know but such is life ill deal with it i don’t think u could tho. i hope u never find out this is the only way i can say sorry - annon50 Says:
January 30, 2008 at 9:19 pm eciara i wish u would marry me. I am afraid to ask you incase u dump me if u did i would die. i really would - anonymous Says:
February 1, 2008 at 9:59 pm egod im so happy. never felt this happy before in my life its so great. thanks M its all because of u… - a Says:
February 5, 2008 at 5:59 am ei lay beside u yesterday morning for three hours and watched you sleep. i didn’t want to wake you because you looked so beautiful.i think im in love - Anonymous Says:
February 8, 2008 at 5:04 pm eHelp. Ugh I am so fed up. But on the bright side I’m not pregnant! Yay!!!!!!!!!!!! God I need to get a job or something to actually do something with my life. No one talks to me any more and I really dont know why. I want to start an affair with a married man but no I wont. I like him he likes me we kissed and stuff but there was no sex. I dont know. My oldest child wont behave for me. I dont think I’ve bonded with her. I dont feel like she’s mine and I get so mad at her sometimes she is actually afraid of me, the poor child. I dont want her growing up thinking I dont like her like I did with my stupid mother. I dont know what to do and then there’s my other child who I play with and have great fun with some of the time. Why cant I do that with the oldest one? I think I need to talk to the doctor but I dont want them taken away from me. What do I do?
January 27, 2008
Seems to have picked up a bit again and a few pleading mails from people asking me not to give up just yet. OK so 
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- Breda Says:
January 16, 2008 at 11:02 pmWhy do bad things happen? I try to be kind and good and do nice stuff for everyone. But, I suppose I have become bitter over the years and it’s not nice but I suppose different people deal with things differently.
I wish I was one of those people who could deal with everything that life throws at them. But I cant. - anonymous Says:
January 17, 2008 at 4:18 pm She is such a spiteful bitch.she is just doing this to get back at me!
If only she knew the truth!
- anon Says:
January 17, 2008 at 5:18 pm I hate my job, love my boss. 2nd best boss i’ve ever had, but my job sucks, my office has no windows, no natural light, no airflow and no heat. i feel like a freaking mushroom. I want to be creative! i want to use my talents and make things, take photographs, make music - all the things that make me complete as a human being but cant make me a living. sigh. and my cat is dying. she’s not in pain so i’m not putting her down, but she’s slowly sleeping more, moving less, eating less.. and follows me around the house like a dog ;).i’m mad at one of my friends right now too. actually two of them. one of them - i wrote this really nice letter to her for a christmas present. told her how much her friendship has meant to me these past 4 years, was specific about why. didnt get so much as a thank you. she knows i’m a ‘believer’ but she sends me a card -not a christmas card. not a seasons greetings, not even a happy holidays.. but a festival of the tree of life or some such other crap. wtf?
my second friend… i want to go see U23D on opening night but she cant go. wont go into details or i’ll no longer be anonymous
but lets just say it sucks because i cant find anyone else to go with! not one person i know wants to go to this. am i the odd one out here? or are they just not showing good taste?and yeah.. one of my biggest faults is i’m long winded. i think too much.
Rick… i love your blog. i read it not every day, but every week at the very least and i catch up on what i miss. i dont always comment cause being on the other side of the pond, i often feel like ‘m not ‘getting’ the joke (yes, things are that different). dont quit doing this just cause of lack of responses… is there a way for you to track how many people hit the site and read it without posting? bet it would shock you
- An O’N Says:
January 17, 2008 at 6:12 pm dont get rid of textsecrets! its the bomb… let me vent SO much over the summer and that.. but it kinda… slips the mind the odd time, so maybe ya should just give us that virtual kick up the arse to remind us of it the odd time..!
oh dear.. but yeah.
im all confuddled at the mo. i cant figure out of i like collegeor if im just kind of floating along thru it to keep my folks happy and tryin to scrape by exams. i mean is it normal to feel so unsure about something im supposed to want to become in the next three years. am i supposed to feel dread at the thought of placement experience?
and why is it seemingly impossible to manage to meet up with my friends anymore.
i wish i was a bit more carefree and didnt worry so much.
feck all that “things wont change that much” shpeel…everything DOES change and it DID change… but will it ever revert to the same…..? - anon39 Says:
January 18, 2008 at 3:42 pm god what am i supposed to do. i’m unemployed with feck all skills living the back end of nowhere with a mortgage i cant pay, desperately lonely. sure i have a few friends but no one i feel like i could confide in without them rapidly changing the subject.the only one that answers when i call is the bloody dog!!!
- Anonymous Says:
January 18, 2008 at 5:31 pm i slept with one of my best friends. haven’t seen him since and just found out he got back with his girlfriend over christmas! - anonymous Says:
January 22, 2008 at 6:27 pm we finally got together im so confused. i wanted it for so long and now its happened. dont get me wrong im happier than i’ve ever been. god she is amazing. when we r together its like the weirdest thing in the world we talk for hours and hours and nothing cant separate us. she says she cant stop thinking about me. i know i cant stop thinking about her.
im afraid she is using me. why am i wrecking things by thinking like this. if she was id be devasted.
god im a fool - anon2008 Says:
January 22, 2008 at 7:21 pm i think im n love god how the f”k can i. i dont even know him. please feel the same. eventually - anonn Says:
January 22, 2008 at 7:29 pm i wish i could stop drinking my life is ruined from it. i wonder if i was dead would anyone notice. probably not
January 16, 2008
Hard one this. I think this experiment may have run its course as it’s gotten very quiet around here…
We’ll see… Leave your anonymous secret in the comments above.
- soulz Says:
November 30, 2007 at 12:18 am eI hate my job, i’m not attracted to my girlfriend anymore, my dog died last month. But hey… It’s the weekend!
- Anonymous Says:
December 8, 2007 at 10:47 pm eI F**ked it up. I liked him too much, he hates me now, why do I keep sabotaging evrything good that comes into my life, why am I so afraid? He never got to see the real me, I had my chance and I blew it. - anonymous Says:
January 5, 2008 at 12:36 am eIt went 2 far! Waaay 2 far!! But why couldnt I have just said STOP. Why did i let it happen, im 19 for gods sake, old enough to know better. But he is 43, married with kidz, he shouldnt have pushed me! I just wanted him as a friend. I dont have any friends. - anonymous Says:
January 5, 2008 at 2:28 am eIs everyone like this or is it just me? Will I ever actually be happy or is everyone doomed to be unhappy forever? it’s like a vicious circle going round and round for a split second things go right then bang it all turns to shit again.
I don’t want to marry him or be with him I just want some respect from him considering we used to be best friends. lesson no 1 in life dont ever sleep with your bf and think it wont change things.
life is hard much harder than I ever thought it would be some days I dont wanna get outta bed.. that can’t be healthy
November 27, 2007
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- anon Says:
November 12, 2007 at 5:19 pm eI hate myself and everything that i am. I never feel comfortable in any situation and alot of the time i wish i didn’t even exsist!
- Anonymous Says:
November 12, 2007 at 5:36 pm ei’ve been single for nearly 3 years and i’m absolutely terrified that i’m never going to find someone!! - Anonymous Says:
November 12, 2007 at 7:13 pm eI secretly fancy one of my film production lecturers. Even though he is quite old and not all that good looking. I think its the whole ‘director’ thing he’s got going for him. - Anonymous Says:
November 12, 2007 at 8:12 pm eWhy can’t family and friends be happy for me? I’m the happiest I’ve ever been my whole life and no one seems to understand, but I’ve got him and he understands and that’s all that matters to me - Anonymous Says:
November 14, 2007 at 9:28 pm efigured out today that i do really like a guy in my year in college. he makes me laugh and for once isnt the “bad” type i usually go for..i could never tell him tho coz i love the friendship that we have…and the timing at the moment is terrible…but i cant get him out of my mind….
the joys…….. - Anonymous Says:
November 23, 2007 at 6:23 pm eI’ve a lovely boyfriend, he is funny and witty. He is a gentleman. I’m not good enough for him though. He deserves only the best. I’m not funny or witty or smart.It doesn’t help that he lives on one side of the country and we don’t spend as much time together as I would like. I couldn’t see him for 2 months over the summer, I couldn’t go up to see him and he wouldn’t-couldn’t come down. I thought about throwing myself down some stairs just to see if he’d visit.
God I am pathetic. I’m 21 and scared to move out of home. I ruin everything.
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November 12, 2007
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- Anon Says:
November 4, 2007 at 11:20 pm eI really fancy a guy I met 2 weeks ago, and I have not been able to think about anyone else other than him. I sent him a message online, but he has not replied and it was a week ago…….I’m so heartbroken
- anon Says:
November 4, 2007 at 11:28 pm eShe is going out with an older guy, I’m afraid she is going to get hurt, sometimes I wish she was mine…but it will never be.. - b Says:
November 5, 2007 at 12:52 pm eI have depression and I am going to see a nice lady and I’m on tablets. People are trying to tell me I dont have it but for once in my life I’m going to stick to my guns.
Go to your doctor darling. You deserve to have all the help and happiness. - b Says:
November 5, 2007 at 12:53 pm eMen are bastards. - Anon Says:
November 7, 2007 at 1:40 am eI thank god every day that by chance (and some drink!) we found each other and im never letting him go…the best part is, I know he loves me just as much, if not more…he’s my best friend - Anonymous Says:
November 8, 2007 at 9:45 pm eShe does nothing but eat.
Should I tell her I don’t fancy her anymore?
I love her so much and hate myself for even thinking like this. - Anon Says:
November 8, 2007 at 11:35 pm eThey had no right.No right to make my first kiss hell. Years of waiting for this moment and he lied to me about everything. He didn’t text. Then he ruined my life. Ruined the second event of my life, coming out to friends, all because he wanted to punish himself.
A week later he has a girlfriend.
Life is not fair. Boys are meanies.
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November 4, 2007
October 21, 2007 at 11:50 pm e
I’d like to be a 4chan girl.
Anon Says:
October 27, 2007 at 6:55 pm e
He is 26, Im 18. Everytime he looks at me I explode with joy inside. I love him. Iv never felt like this before. He teases me, jokes with me and flirts with me, everytime he looks at me he winks and my heart pounds uncontrollably. but he has a girlfriend…He says he loves her…It KILLS me everytime I hear this. He gives me advice and tells me he cares what happens to me. He know how I feel yet he insists on still being in contact with me. Im in college now, he shouldnt b in my head!!!I should b moving on meeting new guys…but I cant. He’s all I think about. I want him so much it hurts. I need to see him….. I Love him. I would be a million times better for him!! I cant even put into words how much this hurts….I hate him for making me feel like this….I want to be in his arms every minute of every day. I love you.
Anon Says:
October 29, 2007 at 1:00 am e
I adore my two best friends, and I love that they come to me with their problems, i love them and want to help them, but lately they don’t seem to care about my problems, it hurts because i’ve always been there for them. I just wanted a shoulder to cry on, I just needed him to tell me it was going to be ok, but he walked away. That hurt.
Anon Says:
October 29, 2007 at 2:40 pm e
I think Im suffering from depression but I cant tell anyone because I never believe that my life or my needs are worth anyones worry or concern. Up and down like a yo-yo. Im not worth the bother am I? They dont think so…
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October 22, 2007
Wow.
We’re listed as the 5th fastest growing blog on WordPress today.
Bizarre.
October 21, 2007
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- Anonymous Says:
October 15, 2007 at 11:11 pm eam I mad for leaving? why am i soo afraid of staying at home, is it because i will finally have to realise it isnt gonna get any better i wont be happy he doesnt feel the same and accept it all and live in my little town forever..
so if i keep running away what will happen? - Anonymous Says:
October 16, 2007 at 9:03 pm efunny isnt it how you can change over the course of the year?i finally feel like im really getting to know my true self.im happy at home at college and with my friends the only problem is my love life…if i let myself like someone it always ends in disaster…i wonder if i sabotage things on purpose…i found out 2 of my friends liked me and i had always seen them as just friends nothing more and the funny thing is because they are too nice. Im always attracted to the a**holes…why?its messed up…i dont know im trying to take a break from guys at the moment but its come to the point where im just plain cold!im always the “friend”…..i guess its just a defence mechanism…i was hurt so bad before that i refuse to let myself experience that again so much so to the point that im afraid to take a chance on someone….it may seem like im drifting a lot in this but its just a lot of different thoughts in my head and at least this doesnt judge… - Anna Says:
October 17, 2007 at 5:45 pm eWhy won’t they let me go? Why the hell do they do this? And why, in the name of all things punk, do I feel as if I should obey them even though I’m 18? - Anonymous Says:
October 19, 2007 at 11:09 am eoh man, i think im falling in love with him, little does he know and prob never will, not while he has a girlfriiend anyway… its so god damn frustrating cause i know he has feelings for me…
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October 15, 2007
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- Anonymous Says:
October 11, 2007 at 1:28 pm eI’m afraid it’s almost too good to be true - Anonymous Says:
October 11, 2007 at 5:36 pm euuggghhh the only type of guy that i go for are the worst kind for me…especially him…i wish we had never started anything up and its funny how you can feel you went thro a break up when you didnt even have a relationship to begin with -even tho it spanned 8 months…i wonder if he thinks about me the same way i think about him…unlikely…u want to see him yet avoid him at the same time!i convince myself i dont like him anymore and then i see him and my heart stops…i wish i could see it from his perspective and see how he really feels/felt about me… - me Says:
October 12, 2007 at 3:48 pm ei Agree - anonymous Says:
October 13, 2007 at 8:28 pm eI feel damaged.. Ive gone through life being bullied and surrounded by fighting at home, uncaring parents till this age, 17, and as a result Ive turned out to be cold and violent too. I used to hurt my little brothers and they fight all the time now and went down the lonely path I did being picked on and being introverts and I feel its my fault. Ive got so much anger.. Ive wanted to destroy things to make them go away. I thought I know what to do but I dont.. Ive hurt friends emotionally and do it so easily even though I care so much about them, I feel I could live without them.
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February 12, 2008 at 11:19 pm I told him. Things went well; he did not laugh or kick me out… I will see how things stand Thursday, but I know I cannot be more. Hell, I wish I could.
February 13, 2008 at 9:23 pm my blood boils when i think about u
February 15, 2008 at 10:34 am i’m so depressed. i was dumped 3 weeks ago after 5 years. he doesn’t love me anymore apparently. told me in the pub. i know i should hate, i wish i could hate him but i don’t. he fell outta love, i didn’t. i’ve just had my life ripped away from me. the first 2 weeks were shit, lots of drinking and crying. but this last week i’ve been ok. even yesterday, valentine’s day was grand. but today i realise his just getting on with his life, i’m completely forgotten and now i’m back to square one. everything hurts and i feel like such a fool.
February 29, 2008 at 4:13 pm when i think about dead i get depressed but when i do that i smile cause i’m alive and i become happy. but hey its friday so i’m going to have fun, not really a secret but i.m bored …. great blog by the way
February 29, 2008 at 4:45 pm i love her but i’m afraid my parents won’t
March 10, 2008 at 2:49 am I love him so much… he doesn’t notice… I thought I was over him but then we had that kiss. It all came flooding back and I was drowned by love and lust and everything else again. Its just not fair. He has a girlfriend, but she is a bit crazy, he doesn’t see it though, or he does and ignores it or just lives with it. I am so foolish, we are just friends but AHHH I hate it. I want him everyday and think about him every moment!I wish I had him right now, I love his cuddles. I love him. It makes me sick to think about it. I just want to get over it but can’t… How can one person have this affect over another, its just baffling! Even if I have a boyfriend I think of him and how much better it would be if he was with me instead.
I’m just fed up, I just want to be normal again, I just want it to STOP!!!!! But I know it won’t.
Stupid boys.
Oh and don’t give up the blog, it just needs more press and stuff!
March 12, 2008 at 1:06 am Is he really out there?
Does he feel like this too?
what if I never find him?
March 12, 2008 at 7:00 am I’m coming out to my parents in 4 days even after they read my diary, found out, and told me that “No you’re not. Don’t ever tell anyone”. I hope I don’t get kicked out, because I don’t think I can actually survive on my own yet.
March 25, 2008 at 7:37 pm I Hate my friends
March 28, 2008 at 7:35 am I’m so happy to be alone, but sometimes I miss the pain someone else brings.
April 4, 2008 at 3:08 pm Why do men lie?? Just say I can’t meet you and more and that will be that…. Don’t fill our heads with bullshit…
April 4, 2008 at 3:20 pm So far i’ve written and deleted 4 comments. There’s just too much i want to say but when i see it written down all my problems just look so trivial. So many people are so much worse off. I have a fantastic family, I love both my parents and my sisters are my best friends. So why do i feel totally alone sometimes? I htought moving to the other end of the country was the solution, to get away from all the shit of school was just what i needed. Maybe i was wrong. My family always tell me that i act differently around everyone except them but i can’t help it. I feel like I’m not good enough, that i have to act like someone else to be liked. I wish i could let them see the real me but I can’t…
April 11, 2008 at 11:37 am My boyfriend broke up with me after nearly 2 years. Said it wasn’t me or him it was ‘us’ not working anymore. Spent 5 weeks trying to convince him we were worth holding onto to. Met him by chance one saturday night. Turns out he had slept with someone else the night before. Am absolutely gutted, feel completely worthless, I obviously meant nothing to him that he slept with her 4 days before what would have been our anniversary. Haven’t seen or spoken to him since (4 weeks). I can’t forget about him or stop caring even though I know he isn’t thinking about me and doesn’t care for me anymore. How can it all go wrong? I feel like such a fool