October 2007


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Post 20

  1. Anonymous Says:
    October 15, 2007 at 11:11 pm e

    am I mad for leaving? why am i soo afraid of staying at home, is it because i will finally have to realise it isnt gonna get any better i wont be happy he doesnt feel the same and accept it all and live in my little town forever..
    so if i keep running away what will happen?

  2. Anonymous Says:
    October 16, 2007 at 9:03 pm efunny isnt it how you can change over the course of the year?i finally feel like im really getting to know my true self.im happy at home at college and with my friends the only problem is my love life…if i let myself like someone it always ends in disaster…i wonder if i sabotage things on purpose…i found out 2 of my friends liked me and i had always seen them as just friends nothing more and the funny thing is because they are too nice. Im always attracted to the a**holes…why?its messed up…i dont know im trying to take a break from guys at the moment but its come to the point where im just plain cold!im always the “friend”…..i guess its just a defence mechanism…i was hurt so bad before that i refuse to let myself experience that again so much so to the point that im afraid to take a chance on someone….it may seem like im drifting a lot in this but its just a lot of different thoughts in my head and at least this doesnt judge…
  3. Anna Says:
    October 17, 2007 at 5:45 pm eWhy won’t they let me go? Why the hell do they do this? And why, in the name of all things punk, do I feel as if I should obey them even though I’m 18?
  4. Anonymous Says:
    October 19, 2007 at 11:09 am e

    oh man, i think im falling in love with him, little does he know and prob never will, not while he has a girlfriiend anyway… its so god damn frustrating cause i know he has feelings for me…

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Post 19 

  1. Anonymous Says:
    October 11, 2007 at 1:28 pm eI’m afraid it’s almost too good to be true
  2. Anonymous Says:
    October 11, 2007 at 5:36 pm euuggghhh the only type of guy that i go for are the worst kind for me…especially him…i wish we had never started anything up and its funny how you can feel you went thro a break up when you didnt even have a relationship to begin with -even tho it spanned 8 months…i wonder if he thinks about me the same way i think about him…unlikely…u want to see him yet avoid him at the same time!i convince myself i dont like him anymore and then i see him and my heart stops…i wish i could see it from his perspective and see how he really feels/felt about me…
  3. me Says:
    October 12, 2007 at 3:48 pm ei Agree
  4. anonymous Says:
    October 13, 2007 at 8:28 pm eI feel damaged.. Ive gone through life being bullied and surrounded by fighting at home, uncaring parents till this age, 17, and as a result Ive turned out to be cold and violent too. I used to hurt my little brothers and they fight all the time now and went down the lonely path I did being picked on and being introverts and I feel its my fault. Ive got so much anger.. Ive wanted to destroy things to make them go away. I thought I know what to do but I dont.. Ive hurt friends emotionally and do it so easily even though I care so much about them, I feel I could live without them.

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Post 18

  1. Anonymous Says:
    October 7, 2007 at 11:21 am eThe uncertainty of what is to come is doing my head in.
  2. Anonymous Says:
    October 8, 2007 at 8:57 pm eWhy does he make me feel this way? He is my boss. He shouldnt touch me the way he does. He is 20 years older than me. But why do i want him to touch me the way he does.Why dont i say no. When i feel his hands on me, why do i like it? I hate myself for thinking about him everyday that passes. Every night he is on my mind. He is a married man with 3 kidz. But he makes me feel good in myself, tells me im beautifull. Tells me he respects me. He tells me im not 2 young for him. Every morning i get a hug from him, a really nice hug and when i dont get a hug i feel sad for the rest of the day. He tells me he is old enough to be my father but then tells me he wants 2 take me away with him. Im confused!! I want to be with him but i no its not right.
  3. Anonymous Says:
    October 8, 2007 at 10:48 pm eI’m in love with Cian but he doesn’t know that…
  4. Anonymous Says:
    October 9, 2007 at 3:45 pm ei miscarried my baby last april, and nobody, only me and the father know. It eats me up inside every day, not being able to talk to anyone
  5. Anonymous Says:
    October 9, 2007 at 11:38 pm eI so scared that I’m in love with my best friend. He’s the greatest but the worst… I cant tell him because it might be the final that pushes him over the edge. Don’t know what to do about anything

 

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Post 17

Anonymous said…
Why did i sleep with him 3 times?
Thursday, September 20, 2007 9:00:00 PM

Anonymous said…
i feel so sick of the fact that i would love to smash my mothers head in sometimes. i just want her realise im not sorry for the things i have said and done, i wish my dad would leave her
Friday, September 21, 2007 7:59:00 PM

Anonymous said…
ive been in love with the same man for 7 years. we get together every other year and this is the only time im really happy. we live in the same small town and i have to see him every day! i haven’t had a boyfriend the last 7 years because im waiting for him
Saturday, September 22, 2007 1:23:00 PM

Anonymous said…
My life is far from perfect, but iv found a guy who makes me forget the sorrow because he makes everything seem better. I’m only 19 and i genuinely believe i have found the love of my life. I’m gobsmacked.
Saturday, September 22, 2007 2:42:00 PM

Anonymous said…
i dont think ill ever find someone to love who’ll love me back!
Monday, September 24, 2007 9:51:00 PM

Anonymous said…
I really hate W for doing what she done.She used me for the house.I hate her so much.How could I ever love such a cold hearted cruel decieving c**t.Im not a bad man.I dont cheat , treat women with respect and always try my best.In a way its the best thing that happened to me becasue i am so so happy now and ny girlfriend now IS the woman im supposed to be with but i still get very angry and annoyed over it.I want her to regret her mistake til the day she dies but then again she is too god damn ignorant to realise anyone else has feelings.”W” you`ll never know how much i hate you “A” you`ll never know how much i love and adore you and im so lucky to have you in my life
Tuesday, September 25, 2007 1:59:00 PM

Anonymous said…
im so pissed off rite now! :(
Monday, October 01, 2007 5:43:00 PM

Anonymous said…
ever have a best friend let u down…?and make u hurt lik i am now…?friends forever eh?!?!…
Monday, October 01, 2007 5:45:00 PM

Anonymous said…
Why does he flaunt her in front of me and ignore me, but when we are alone its so different, hate that you are wrecking my head!!!
Wednesday, October 03, 2007 7:51:00 PM

Anonymous said…
he doesn’t like me as much as i like him.
Wednesday, October 03, 2007 8:06:00 PM

Anonymous said…
i got the fright of my life coz i thought i was pregnant but i found out i wasnt and started cryin so i think i want a baby but im only 19
Wednesday, October 03, 2007 9:01:00 PM

Anonymous said…
ive had sex with two of my cousins, and im 14…..
Wednesday, October 03, 2007 9:46:00 PM

Anonymous said…
i’m in love wit a man who thinks he’s no good for me. its destroying me knowing that he only wants to stay friends so that he doesn’t hurt, me…..i’m already hurting
Thursday, September 20, 2007 4:15:00 PM

Anonymous said…
I feel sorry for myself.I tell myself it’s okay to be miserable because I think my life is hell. I’m 14, gay, bullied (in my eyes) and have never been kissed or had a best friend. I hate school with a passion. I’m a smart student. I can live with it. But the constant fear of being thrown over walls, punched or “moshed”, and the no self confidence, and the fact that I worry for weeks after a teacher says one bad word to me. I worry an unheatly amount each day, that my mum gives out that I smell when I get in the car to go home.It really doesn’t seem worth it. But I do it, and feel sorry for myself. And I don’t know if I should or not. This whole post is me feeling sorry for myself.
Thursday, September 20, 2007 7:21:00 PM

Anonymous said…
I’ve done things on the internet, no teenager should ever be proud of.
Thursday, September 20, 2007 7:23:00 PM

Anonymous said…
That one night stand was brilliant, I felt loved and wanted then- but it was months ago.I hate the way he’s with her and it’s been 2 years- and I have no one.I’m bi and living a serious big lie to my family- I’d be kicked out if they knew at all.I hate the way I feel I am wasting my life on a stupid dream that I will never achieve but I still want it.Sometimes I feel so feckin’ worthless I feel I don’t deserve to live and look up suicide methods on the Internet…
Saturday, October 06, 2007 10:16:00 PM

Anonymous said…
I’m falling in love with a friend from college, but I am too scared to make a move on her and risk ruining the great friendship we have.
Friday, September 28, 2007 12:29:00 AM

Anonymous said…
It hurts me when the lads make jokes about my weight, but I don’t have the courage to say how I feel, so I just laugh with them.
Friday, September 28, 2007 12:32:00 AM

Anonymous said…
I have absolutely no idea how to make the first move on girls. I always wait for them to come to me. They rarely do.
Friday, September 28, 2007 12:34:00 AM

Anonymous said…
He’s says he’s good for me, but I’m not sure he is…
Saturday, October 06, 2007 3:31:00 PM

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