October 15, 2007
Post 19
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Textsecrets - Post 19 « DZ-015 Says:
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October 15, 2007 at 11:11 pmam I mad for leaving? why am i soo afraid of staying at home, is it because i will finally have to realise it isnt gonna get any better i wont be happy he doesnt feel the same and accept it all and live in my little town forever..
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October 16, 2007 at 9:03 pmfunny isnt it how you can change over the course of the year?i finally feel like im really getting to know my true self.im happy at home at college and with my friends the only problem is my love life…if i let myself like someone it always ends in disaster…i wonder if i sabotage things on purpose…i found out 2 of my friends liked me and i had always seen them as just friends nothing more and the funny thing is because they are too nice. Im always attracted to the a**holes…why?its messed up…i dont know im trying to take a break from guys at the moment but its come to the point where im just plain cold!im always the “friend”…..i guess its just a defence mechanism…i was hurt so bad before that i refuse to let myself experience that again so much so to the point that im afraid to take a chance on someone….it may seem like im drifting a lot in this but its just a lot of different thoughts in my head and at least this doesnt judge…
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Anna Says:
October 17, 2007 at 5:45 pmWhy won’t they let me go? Why the hell do they do this? And why, in the name of all things punk, do I feel as if I should obey them even though I’m 18?
October 11, 2007 at 1:28 pm eI’m afraid it’s almost too good to be true
October 11, 2007 at 5:36 pm euuggghhh the only type of guy that i go for are the worst kind for me…especially him…i wish we had never started anything up and its funny how you can feel you went thro a break up when you didnt even have a relationship to begin with -even tho it spanned 8 months…i wonder if he thinks about me the same way i think about him…unlikely…u want to see him yet avoid him at the same time!i convince myself i dont like him anymore and then i see him and my heart stops…i wish i could see it from his perspective and see how he really feels/felt about me…
October 12, 2007 at 3:48 pm ei Agree
October 13, 2007 at 8:28 pm eI feel damaged.. Ive gone through life being bullied and surrounded by fighting at home, uncaring parents till this age, 17, and as a result Ive turned out to be cold and violent too. I used to hurt my little brothers and they fight all the time now and went down the lonely path I did being picked on and being introverts and I feel its my fault. Ive got so much anger.. Ive wanted to destroy things to make them go away. I thought I know what to do but I dont.. Ive hurt friends emotionally and do it so easily even though I care so much about them, I feel I could live without them.