October 21, 2007
Post 20
- Anonymous Says:
October 15, 2007 at 11:11 pm eam I mad for leaving? why am i soo afraid of staying at home, is it because i will finally have to realise it isnt gonna get any better i wont be happy he doesnt feel the same and accept it all and live in my little town forever..
so if i keep running away what will happen? - Anonymous Says:
October 16, 2007 at 9:03 pm efunny isnt it how you can change over the course of the year?i finally feel like im really getting to know my true self.im happy at home at college and with my friends the only problem is my love life…if i let myself like someone it always ends in disaster…i wonder if i sabotage things on purpose…i found out 2 of my friends liked me and i had always seen them as just friends nothing more and the funny thing is because they are too nice. Im always attracted to the a**holes…why?its messed up…i dont know im trying to take a break from guys at the moment but its come to the point where im just plain cold!im always the “friend”…..i guess its just a defence mechanism…i was hurt so bad before that i refuse to let myself experience that again so much so to the point that im afraid to take a chance on someone….it may seem like im drifting a lot in this but its just a lot of different thoughts in my head and at least this doesnt judge… - Anna Says:
October 17, 2007 at 5:45 pm eWhy won’t they let me go? Why the hell do they do this? And why, in the name of all things punk, do I feel as if I should obey them even though I’m 18? - Anonymous Says:
October 19, 2007 at 11:09 am eoh man, i think im falling in love with him, little does he know and prob never will, not while he has a girlfriiend anyway… its so god damn frustrating cause i know he has feelings for me…
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October 21, 2007 at 11:50 pm
I’d like to be a 4chan girl.
October 27, 2007 at 6:55 pm
He is 26, Im 18. Everytime he looks at me I explode with joy inside. I love him. Iv never felt like this before. He teases me, jokes with me and flirts with me, everytime he looks at me he winks and my heart pounds uncontrollably. but he has a girlfriend…He says he loves her…It KILLS me everytime I hear this. He gives me advice and tells me he cares what happens to me. He know how I feel yet he insists on still being in contact with me. Im in college now, he shouldnt b in my head!!!I should b moving on meeting new guys…but I cant. He’s all I think about. I want him so much it hurts. I need to see him….. I Love him. I would be a million times better for him!! I cant even put into words how much this hurts….I hate him for making me feel like this….I want to be in his arms every minute of every day. I love you.
October 29, 2007 at 1:00 am
I adore my two best friends, and I love that they come to me with their problems, i love them and want to help them, but lately they don’t seem to care about my problems, it hurts because i’ve always been there for them. I just wanted a shoulder to cry on, I just needed him to tell me it was going to be ok, but he walked away. That hurt.
October 29, 2007 at 2:40 pm
I think Im suffering from depression but I cant tell anyone because I never believe that my life or my needs are worth anyones worry or concern. Up and down like a yo-yo. Im not worth the bother am I? They dont think so…