January 27, 2008
Seems to have picked up a bit again and a few pleading mails from people asking me not to give up just yet. OK so 
Leave your secret in the comments above…
- Breda Says:
January 16, 2008 at 11:02 pmWhy do bad things happen? I try to be kind and good and do nice stuff for everyone. But, I suppose I have become bitter over the years and it’s not nice but I suppose different people deal with things differently.
I wish I was one of those people who could deal with everything that life throws at them. But I cant. - anonymous Says:
January 17, 2008 at 4:18 pm She is such a spiteful bitch.she is just doing this to get back at me!
If only she knew the truth!
- anon Says:
January 17, 2008 at 5:18 pm I hate my job, love my boss. 2nd best boss i’ve ever had, but my job sucks, my office has no windows, no natural light, no airflow and no heat. i feel like a freaking mushroom. I want to be creative! i want to use my talents and make things, take photographs, make music - all the things that make me complete as a human being but cant make me a living. sigh. and my cat is dying. she’s not in pain so i’m not putting her down, but she’s slowly sleeping more, moving less, eating less.. and follows me around the house like a dog ;).i’m mad at one of my friends right now too. actually two of them. one of them - i wrote this really nice letter to her for a christmas present. told her how much her friendship has meant to me these past 4 years, was specific about why. didnt get so much as a thank you. she knows i’m a ‘believer’ but she sends me a card -not a christmas card. not a seasons greetings, not even a happy holidays.. but a festival of the tree of life or some such other crap. wtf?
my second friend… i want to go see U23D on opening night but she cant go. wont go into details or i’ll no longer be anonymous
but lets just say it sucks because i cant find anyone else to go with! not one person i know wants to go to this. am i the odd one out here? or are they just not showing good taste?and yeah.. one of my biggest faults is i’m long winded. i think too much.
Rick… i love your blog. i read it not every day, but every week at the very least and i catch up on what i miss. i dont always comment cause being on the other side of the pond, i often feel like ‘m not ‘getting’ the joke (yes, things are that different). dont quit doing this just cause of lack of responses… is there a way for you to track how many people hit the site and read it without posting? bet it would shock you
- An O’N Says:
January 17, 2008 at 6:12 pm dont get rid of textsecrets! its the bomb… let me vent SO much over the summer and that.. but it kinda… slips the mind the odd time, so maybe ya should just give us that virtual kick up the arse to remind us of it the odd time..!
oh dear.. but yeah.
im all confuddled at the mo. i cant figure out of i like collegeor if im just kind of floating along thru it to keep my folks happy and tryin to scrape by exams. i mean is it normal to feel so unsure about something im supposed to want to become in the next three years. am i supposed to feel dread at the thought of placement experience?
and why is it seemingly impossible to manage to meet up with my friends anymore.
i wish i was a bit more carefree and didnt worry so much.
feck all that “things wont change that much” shpeel…everything DOES change and it DID change… but will it ever revert to the same…..? - anon39 Says:
January 18, 2008 at 3:42 pm god what am i supposed to do. i’m unemployed with feck all skills living the back end of nowhere with a mortgage i cant pay, desperately lonely. sure i have a few friends but no one i feel like i could confide in without them rapidly changing the subject.the only one that answers when i call is the bloody dog!!!
- Anonymous Says:
January 18, 2008 at 5:31 pm i slept with one of my best friends. haven’t seen him since and just found out he got back with his girlfriend over christmas! - anonymous Says:
January 22, 2008 at 6:27 pm we finally got together im so confused. i wanted it for so long and now its happened. dont get me wrong im happier than i’ve ever been. god she is amazing. when we r together its like the weirdest thing in the world we talk for hours and hours and nothing cant separate us. she says she cant stop thinking about me. i know i cant stop thinking about her.
im afraid she is using me. why am i wrecking things by thinking like this. if she was id be devasted.
god im a fool - anon2008 Says:
January 22, 2008 at 7:21 pm i think im n love god how the f”k can i. i dont even know him. please feel the same. eventually - anonn Says:
January 22, 2008 at 7:29 pm i wish i could stop drinking my life is ruined from it. i wonder if i was dead would anyone notice. probably not
January 27, 2008 at 9:57 pm
im one of those pleading dont give up this blog. i come here every day now that iv’e figured out how to add it to my igoogle page as an RSS feed. its the only levity i get in my day.
January 28, 2008 at 2:57 pm
Ok, first off, please dont give up this blog, I know I’m not going totally round the twist when I read people’s stories. This site helps me and other people so much, please dont give it up.
Ok now that’s done, I’ve found out this morning that I’m having an affair!!!!!!!!! HA, Ya right NOT TRUE. Fair enough I like the man and he likes me and he said it outright to me that he wanted us to be together but I told him I couldnt do that cause he is married. He respected my decision. Ok right fine there was a drunken kiss ONE time but it never went further. This is just going to add fuel to the flames. I was told last night by my partner that I apparently dont wear underwear when I go out. This fucking prick knows for the past five fucking God damn years I ALWAYS wear underwear. He’s listening to his stupid sister and her fucking prick of a boyfriend who has cheated on her while she was pregnant with his child and now the other girl is pregnant with another of his spawn. I’m fucking sick to death of lies being told about me and that stupid bollox I live with believing everything. I cannot be with him any more, I dont know what to do. Bollox to it all. If it wasnt for my girls I’d have done away with myself last night.
This shit hurts.
January 29, 2008 at 11:04 pm
I love him. But he doesn’t know. He has a girlfriend. Nat knows, he says carpe diem and I wish I could. But he works as an “outside teacher” in my school and I’m, so scared I’d be laughed at and he’d tell the lads for the craic. Then I’d never get any peace and I wouldn’t be able to look the poor fella in the eye…
I wish I could. His girlfriend apparently takes drugs and yet he can’t split with her; I want to whack her head off a wall and make her see how much she’s hurting him.
I wish I could tell him. I wish I could be more than a friend but I don’t think he’ll ever see me as that.
January 30, 2008 at 12:24 am
why does he keep flaunting her in front of me?
If only she knew he cheated on her with me. He knows I could destoy their relationship if i told her…………but I wont.
what did I ever see in him, What the hell was i thinking.
January 30, 2008 at 8:52 pm
I woke up this morning beside my girlfriend and I said to myself “WOW I’m so lucky”. I was happier than i’ve ever been when i woke up. life doesn’t get much better than this I said to myself. THEN
At lunch time i found out my friend is very sick all of a sudden. he may die… fuck this shit. fuck this.i can’t stop crying. life is a shitty existance. im going to be there for him. over the years when i was suffering from depression he was my rock. please dont die im crying even writting this.
January 30, 2008 at 9:08 pm
i cheated on u. she wasn’t even good looking. i do love u but i know if u find out u would leave me. i dunno why i did it. i wasn’t even drunk. i will nvr feel the same about myself again. not much good now i know but such is life ill deal with it i don’t think u could tho. i hope u never find out this is the only way i can say sorry
January 30, 2008 at 9:19 pm
ciara i wish u would marry me. I am afraid to ask you incase u dump me if u did i would die. i really would
February 1, 2008 at 9:59 pm
god im so happy. never felt this happy before in my life its so great. thanks M its all because of u…
February 5, 2008 at 5:59 am
i lay beside u yesterday morning for three hours and watched you sleep. i didn’t want to wake you because you looked so beautiful.i think im in love
February 8, 2008 at 5:04 pm
Help. Ugh I am so fed up. But on the bright side I’m not pregnant! Yay!!!!!!!!!!!! God I need to get a job or something to actually do something with my life. No one talks to me any more and I really dont know why. I want to start an affair with a married man but no I wont. I like him he likes me we kissed and stuff but there was no sex. I dont know. My oldest child wont behave for me. I dont think I’ve bonded with her. I dont feel like she’s mine and I get so mad at her sometimes she is actually afraid of me, the poor child. I dont want her growing up thinking I dont like her like I did with my stupid mother. I dont know what to do and then there’s my other child who I play with and have great fun with some of the time. Why cant I do that with the oldest one? I think I need to talk to the doctor but I dont want them taken away from me. What do I do?